I'm lost inside of my head I'm hurt and I'm starting to dread 

There's nothing left for me here 

So how long will it take for you to forgive me 

I don't know anything you made for me 

I'm just another piece of shit you let be 

What does it mean if were meant to die 

The days go by your losing time 

What does it mean if it's just a lie 

Sick, sick so fucking sick 

To the burden I bear I fucking submit 

Sick, sick so fucking sick 

Counting down the days till I cease to exist 

The days go by your losing time 

What does it mean if it's just a lie 

Watch your eyes roll back 

The end to the thoughts of my own mind erasing 

Or is this built delusion Mass confusion 

This illusion I know this can’t be the end 

Now That I know that this is built around the misery 

And I know I can’t take it I don’t know what’s gotten into me URRGGHHHH... 

Sick, sick so fucking sick 

To the burden I bear I fucking submit 

Sick, sick so fucking sick 

Counting down the days till I cease to exist 

Sick, sick