From the recording Graveyard Songs
This song is about waking up every day. Having to cough up resin or blood. Feeling like it's just not worth it anymore.
Lyrics
I'm lost inside of my head
I'm hurt and I'm starting to dread
There's nothing left for me here
So how long will it take for you to forgive me
I don't know anything you made for me
I'm just another piece of shit you let be
What does it mean if were meant to die
The days go by your losing time
What does it mean if it's just a lie
Sick, sick so fucking sick
to the burden I bear I fucking submit
Sick, sick so fucking sick
Counting down the days till I cease to exist
The days go by your losing time
What does it mean if it's just a lie
Watch your eyes roll back
The end to the thoughts of my own mind erasing
Or is this built delusion
Mass confusion
This illusion
I know this can’t be the end
Now That I know that this is built around the misery
And I know I can’t take it I don’t know what’s gotten into me
URRGGHHHH...
Sick, sick so fucking sick
to the burden I bear I fucking submit
Sick, sick so fucking sick
Counting down the days till I cease to exist
Sick, sick